Help I was sexually abused aged 8 years old and I have severe PTSD which is effecting my hole life and I don’t know how to cope any more! I have horrendous nightmares every single night and flashbacks during the day, and also I can still hear his evil voice threatening to kill me before he forced himself on top of me aggensed my will! How on earth do deal with it?! Does it EVER stop?! Will I be like this forever?! Life just does not seem worth living right now!! I am 40 years old now! Thanks!